“You made it so sweet,
Until I woke up,
On the concrete…” – Katy Perry
I felt like I was living a dream and knew that I would be doing well in life. The reality of that has been a little bit different though. Well, it’s not that I am doing “bad,” but, I expected things to be going a little different by now. I thought I was sitting good and things were on the upswing, but I was ignoring some important facts that I knew would eventually bite me in the ass. That’d be the concrete I woke up on.
Reality check for bozzo. Yeah, that it was, for sure. I am absolutely adamant to never let anything like that ever happen again. It was completely my fault too. Simply didn’t pay a bill and it caught up to me. Completely and utterly avoidable. Yet, I didn’t avoid it. How stupid must I be? Well, let’s not go into details on that question, k? lol.
Regardless, it has been one of those life lessons I can look back on now and really be like, REALLY DUDE? It’s been a nice swift kick to my ass, and I realize now that I have to take this type of stuff much more seriously than ever before. I have some god children on the way and I can’t be having these types of problems. Let alone, if I should ever end up with SW and T1, and T2, this would be so far beyond not acceptable. I know this. Yet, I let it happen.
SMH. I guess it is just one of those life lessons I had to learn the hard way. Sadly, I learned it a little later than most people do. But, at least I have learned from my mistakes. I can say that for sure, even if I tend to learn it a little slower than other people.
Alas, I am wide awake, and moving forward with life, as I have mentioned before. Happiness is just around the corner. I can feel it. … Here I come.
